The world has cast me asunder.
I have lost my legs and found myself without flight or walk.
I am crippeled.
The information which once ran through my veins, nourishing me, empowering me, now spasms, splutters... Runs dry.
The pillars of knowledge supporting the canopy of my mind crumble as if dust.
My Apostles, fallen by the way side, turn to ash.
I am alone.
It seems the world is hollow now. Once it was filled with the light and laughter of my companions, but now it's walls echo back coldly. My compatriots seem to have fallen, one by one. The tales of journey and battle which once enticed my imagination from it's slumber, seem to have fallen silent. First there was one (www.Docfisher.com). Then a second(www.xistor.net). A third(wen.ch) has come close to downfall.
My own attempts to spit into the void, to fill the endless expanse of copper plated abyss, are sporadic at best and seem to be becomign mroe so. Do I no longer have the time? the energy? The will? A combination of all..?
Will this toll a bell? Without the vapor of an electronic log to help bind us, will we fall apart?
I don't know.
But in case that is all that binds us together, I guess I should ensure my own piece of tether is tended, at least once in awhile..
Well, I'm moving house. Into my own house. It is a crazy world we live in. House warming should be in 2 weeks, Saturday the 6th, which doesn't leave a lot of time to notify people or to organise it, especially with uni coming to a crashing close around my ears. So if you know me, and you're reading this, mark the date. I should be mass contacting tomorrow. I have stress to spare right now, with the moving and the Uni and the party. And the play.
I am in a play. I don't recommend you come see it. It's a piece of man hating bollocks right now. The performances by Dwight, Glen, Peter (When he's there) and myself are of course exceptional, but other memebrs of the cast leave a lot to be desired and the script really seems to be a hack job created around the premise of man bashing. The director has sucked all the joy from it for me. I need to check the dates of it, make sure I can have the party that Saturday. Otherwise it might have to eb put off till after exams. While that would give more time for organising and notifying and relieve some stress, it adds the slight problem of two very good friends of mine from theatre are going overseas to live, and it'd be cool to have them come. If it's more than 2 weeks away, they can't.
Which is going to be an interesting point of the party. I'm doing my best to ensure that it's not a weiner fest. I'm also taking the unprecedented move of throwing all my friend groups together in the blender of a house warming and setting it to alcoholic frappe. I don't forsee any body getting stabbed, but I am concerened that it won't be a good party, which would be bad. I want to have a aprty succesful enough that people will want me to host more of them in the future. But I guess we'll see won't we?
Anyway, right now I have to go. Pack. Write invites. Hide in a corner and whimper. I'm not sure. But I have to go.
Jonesy, this one goes out to you:
"And rememebr kids, be good, or be good at it."
-Stu
posted by Unknown at 10/25/2004 06:08:00 AM [edit]